Ras played a game of Fifa alone, while I prepared and served our hot drinks and some cake. He paused the game when the hot chocolate and cake was ready, and while we ate and joked I wondered if Ras felt the same bonding that I did.
After we had eaten the cake, I cleaned up and went out and got our clothes, while Ras resumed playing his game. I put our clothes on a shelf, and stood behind him watching him play. I wanted to touch him and hold him. And eventually I couldn't take it anymore.
I paused his game, lifted him up from his chair, sat down and placed him on my thigh. I was a little bit bold to put him in my lap while we were naked, but he didn't protest or seem to mind.
He resumed his games, while I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. I was out of control I guess, because I couldn't help giving him small kisses on his shoulder and neck. Sometimes he giggled a little but otherwise ignored it.
When he had won his game, he asked if I wanted to play with him.
"Sure" I said, though I really wasn't very interested at that moment.
I moved him to the chair next to me, and we started a new game. I let him win.
Maybe he sensed that I wasn't doing my best or that I wasn't very interest in the game, because he didn't ask to play again. In stead he asked if he could play on my tablet.
"Sure, anything you want my beautiful friend" I answered.
He grabbed the tablet and laid down on my bed.
I quickly followed him and settled beside him, watching him play while I gently rubbed his chest and tummy.
Ras let out a small sigh. Then he said "You know, I think this has been the best day of my life". Then he gave me a hug.
"Mine too" I said. "You're a wonderful boy Ras. It's so great to hang out and have fun with you."
While we were still hugging Ras asked "Can I sleep here tonight? I don't want to go home".
"No Ras, that's not a good idea. You parents will miss you and come looking for you. And when they find us here, I'll be in big trouble".
"No they won't. When I was home to ask to eat dinner out, I told them I would be sleeping at my friend. They said ok, so they think I'm with him".
"Maybe they'll check or find out you're not with your friend"
"If they do, they will call me. I've got my phone here. Then I'll just leave here and make up a story about wanting to try to sleep out alone or something"
"Hmm... You thought of it all, didn't you?" I said and ruffled his hair. "But if they ever find out, that you were here with me, I'll be in so much trouble."
"I'll never ever tell. I promise. And if they find out, I'll say we just hang out and played Fifa. I won't say we were nude."
"Ok then" I said smiling, as happy as he was.
We stayed there in the bed just hugging and looking at each other for several minutes. Then Ras asked "If I sleep here, are you going to have sex with me?"
I went silent for a while. Then I replied "Why do you ask that?"
"You like me so much. I thought you were gay or something" he said.
"Oh. Yes right. I do like you very much, Ras. But I'm not gay. I... Ehmm... " I didn't really know how to continue.
A few seconds passed before Ras scared the shit out of me.
"Are you a pedo?" he asked?
I stammered "Ehm... Well, it's not like they say on the TV, Ras. You see... I love boys. And you're the most lovable boy I've met. But I would never hurt you or do something you didn't want" I said, relieved that I managed a somewhat coherent explanation.
Ras was silent again. Then he said "I'm not afraid of you. I can tell that you really like me. And I like you too".
"Thanks you for trusting me, Ras" I said and gave him a hug.
We laid still, both thinking for a while, when Ras repeated his question. "But If I sleep here, are you going to have sex with me?"
"That's the wrong question, Ras" I replied and continued "You see I'm crazy about you, you are the most beautiful and fun boy I've met. Having sex with you, would make me the happiest man in the world. But the real question is: Do you want to have sex with me, Ras?"
Another pause. Then he said "...I don't know. I don't know how and maybe I don't like it. But I want to make you happy."
I smiled and kissed his cute pretty face.
"Ras, I'll make you a promise. If you don't want to, nothing will happen. I'm happy just to have you here. If you want, we can try some things. If you want to stop, we'll just stop right away, ok?
"Ok" he said smiling. "But I don't know what to do"
"Don't worry about that. That's the easy part. I'll show you some things and you just say if you like it or not."
"Ok" he said with a nervous but happy smile on his face.